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by Younger Us

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1.
when the leaves are coming down in spring and every day tastes of cold coffee. 
 when there’s only sundowns turning into cold nights and you're running out of matches. 
 when there's nothing left to love and nothing left to hate. 
 then welcome to my life. 
 i hate myself. 
 i'm wandering in darkness, trying to catch little spots of light. fireflies are covering my path. 
 i hate myself more than everyone else. 
 the only color i can see is the ink under my skin. 
 reminding me of better days, of the things i never had, the things i'll never have again.
2.
Philophobia 02:53
oh how beautiful you looked
 that night we spent on the rooftop 
 with the city below us
 my jacket on your shoulders
 nothing but the stars above us
 oh how desperately I long for
 those bright and distant daydreams
 of long forgotten times in which we
 still talked and smoked the night away
 with cheap wine and golden hearts
 never able to meet our intentions
 all i want are long summer nights
 but all i see is the fall
 into insomnial winter wakemares
 when i lie on my floor
 drunk and worn out
 i understand what ian meant
 because i still have the spirit
 but long ago i lost the feeling
 lost my feelings
3.
Ceremony 03:51
i am sick of every song on every record spinning in our spiritless lives. 
 and i am sick of every word you're saying to me. 
 and when i hold your hand it's like you're dragging me down to the bottom of the sea. 
 every time you kiss me my lips are burning. the times you touch me my skin is tearing apart. 
 but still i can't live without you, still i’m not able to let you go. 
 there is this overwhelming fear to let you disappear into the raving maelstrom of lost souls and broken hearts. so i guess i'll better keep this worn out record spinning. 
 even if it means for me to stand still.
4.
Voices 04:00
there is this little, silent voice creeping up your mind. 
 it’s starting to wander through your whole body 
 until it’s in your lungs, your head, your heart. 
 silently it's whispering
 so lovely, so sweet.
 it seems to know all there is to know about you. seems to be your only friend.
 it creeps under your skin and lights a fire
 that slowly burns inside
 until your heart is nothing more than a black muscle pumping burning blood through your lifeless veins.
 it pushes you forward
 towards emptiness, a dark and lonely end.
 it's your own personal path to hell.
 but when you've passed the gates it does not follow you. 
 it marches on, everyone hears
 it marches on, no one is safe.
5.
Phasm 03:21
i still recall the first time i ever saw her face. 
 she was standing all alone in the light of dark events, wearing her black dress. 
 her long blonde hair shimmered in the contrast. 
 i can still feel my heart beating and the heat of the blood, 
 rushing into my head that first time she ever looked at me. 
 but in the blink of an eye, she was gone.
 will i ever see that light again?
 i am forever captured in those endless cold nights 
 i am forever staggering through my nightmares
 always searching, always hoping, always wishing to find her again. 
 daylight kisses my pale skin for the first time ever since 
 i can feel the shadow of her silhouette cold upon my chest. 
 her grey hair dances the last dance for my solitary heart 
 as it’s laid to rest
6.
Morient 05:29
i’ve been sitting here for ages
 daylight shimmers through the dirty windows
 another shot, going down easily and smooth
 another lit up cigarette
 smoke conceals the room
 i can barely see what’s next to me
 but i can still feel you there
 staring at me
 calling me home
 i know the time will come
 when i’ll follow you
 and never come back again
 since you left our home 
 i feel nothing but this emptiness in my chest
 you were everything and now i am nothing
 one last shot going down
 burning in my stomach
 one last cigarette lit up
 aching through my lungs
 now you can see my smiling body at the bar
 the time i’ll hit the road
 to be by your side 
 again

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released September 18, 2015

music & lyrics by Younger Us
produced by Younger Us & Philipp Koch
recorded in a basement by Philipp Koch & Manuel Brüller
mixed by Philipp Koch
mastered by Jay Maas at Getaway Recordings
artwork by Sven Tillack & Steffen Knöll
signet & logo design by Janick Neundorf
additional vocals on "Philophobia" by Philipp Koch

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